Salutations.
My name's Jonan,
I'm an 18 year old with the lungs and liver of a 70 year old.
If by any unfortunate(for you) chance,
you get to know me more intimately,
you will find that I:
am quite the cynical little shit
am rather lazy,that's what everyone tells me anyway.
prefer night so much more over the day that I've made a few owl friends.
experiment with the stupidest things possible and still think I am reasonably intelligent.
have an ectoplasmic look during classes.
change brands of cigarettes as much as a girl changes clothes.
am an asshole in my own right,if you know what's good for you,you won't get close.
have an email address;jonan_yip@hotmail.com.

Misery loves company which is why I'm never alone. Don't say I didn't warn ya.

I feel down but joyous at the same time.It's surprising how such a strange concoction of emotions can invade your heartstrings and play them like a fucking bass guitar.But what the hell I'm not really one to dwell on such things either so I'll just fish around my pocket for another cigarette and watch life trundle by...



It's Valentine's day again hooray!I can see couples streaming around me engaged in acts of romance and otherwise which we shall not venture into.My friends are going out with their partners and what are we four losers doing?Slacking at void decks.Definitely not in the Valentine spirit.

Do we have flowers?No.

Romantic dinners at candlelit restaurants?No.

Girls?Not a chance in blue freezing hell.

And walking through the mall we see all that.Like Jing Yuan said:"Must be their school give them one.Knn we don't have then they got.Confirm is the school give one lor.CB see that one so ugly also got!"

Talk about sour grapes but heh,that's our style.

The actual origin of the Valentine's Day was to commemorate Saint Valentine's martyrship for refusing to deny Christ.

In other words,they cut off his head cause he said no.

Not because he fathered 10893434 children or so.

Very romantic isn't it?

Just another attempt to spoil Valentine's day ha.

Anyway I shouldn't be chainsmoking alone at a playground alone on a beautiful night like this.I really shouldn't.