Salutations.
My name's Jonan,
I'm an 18 year old with the lungs and liver of a 70 year old.
If by any unfortunate(for you) chance,
you get to know me more intimately,
you will find that I:
am quite the cynical little shit
am rather lazy,that's what everyone tells me anyway.
prefer night so much more over the day that I've made a few owl friends.
experiment with the stupidest things possible and still think I am reasonably intelligent.
have an ectoplasmic look during classes.
change brands of cigarettes as much as a girl changes clothes.
am an asshole in my own right,if you know what's good for you,you won't get close.
have an email address;jonan_yip@hotmail.com.

Misery loves company which is why I'm never alone. Don't say I didn't warn ya.

Another hangover night at the pub.Cheers and drinking all around the crew.But after the fun and laughter(plus the occasional vomiting)is over that nagging feeling still sets in.What the fuck am I going to do with my life?Somehow my mother gets this vision of me selling blue vcds along the geylang streets.Parents,parents.I see people around me getting on with their lives and relationships,giving and receiving joy.

I only get that feeling when I'm taking weed.

Is love only a feeling?What can drive one to sacrifice even their own lives for another.Not just romantic love though,brotherly love as well.I do believe I can safely say I would lay mine down without hesistation for any of my group.(As long as they keep paying for my taxi fare.)Is love only a combination of pheromones and the genetic need to pass on DNA to ensure it goes on to the next generation?Sometimes when you meet someone for the first time,you get this instant attraction to him/her for no explicable reason.Perhaps it's the biochemistry of hormones at work.

Or maybe it's her short skirt and tight tank top.(for the guys as well if you're into that sort of thing.)

A song by The Darkness puts it rather aptly,he can't help falling in love but at the same time he's disillusioned by love that it's only a feeling.

Either that or schizophrenia is at work here.

I myself believe that love starts with a chemical spark,it's artificial.

Okay,actually it's because I can't find a girlfriend.Yeah,yeah,laugh at the single.

Anyway,biochemistry or divine fate,heck,it feels good any way.

So if you've got someone that you love(provided he/she reciprocates otherwise you're a loser i.e:me),savour every moment of it and enjoy the ride.You never know where it might take you,marriage,a soul companion or er suicide.

One a parting note,I notice I hardly used any vulgarities at all.

What the fuck,gah.

Signing off,Jonan.



Lol my mother is kping me while I'm typing this.Life is good.