i don't like the drugs(but the drugs like me).

Salutations.
My name's Jonan,
I'm an 18 year old with the lungs and liver of a 70 year old.
If by any unfortunate(for you) chance,
you get to know me more intimately,
you will find that I:
am quite the cynical little shit
am rather lazy,that's what everyone tells me anyway.
prefer night so much more over the day that I've made a few owl friends.
experiment with the stupidest things possible and still think I am reasonably intelligent.
have an ectoplasmic look during classes.
change brands of cigarettes as much as a girl changes clothes.
am an asshole in my own right,if you know what's good for you,you won't get close.
have an email address;jonan_yip@hotmail.com.

Misery loves company which is why I'm never alone. Don't say I didn't warn ya.

Saturday, July 25, 2009
I hate myself and i love you.

A Technicolour phase to you,and you only.

I am the red in the rose, the flowers
on the blankets on your bedroom floor.
And I am the gray in the ghost that hides
with your clothes behind your closet door.

I am the green in the grass that bends back
from underneath your feet.
And I am the blue in your back alley view
where the horizon and the rooftops meet.

If you cut me I suppose I would bleed the colors
of the evening stars.
You can go anywhere you wish cause I'll be there, wherever you are.
(wherever you are)

(I will always be your keys
when we are lost in the technicolor phase)

The black in the book
the letters on the pages that you memorize.
And I am the orange in the overcast
of color that you visualize.

I am the white in the walls that soak up
all the sound when you cannot sleep.
And I am the peach in the starfish on the beach
that wish the harbor wasn't quite so deep.

If you cut me I suppose I would bleed the colors
of the evening stars. (my darling)
You can go anywhere you wish cause I'll be there, wherever you are.

I wish I had the chance,maybe it was my imagination.But I felt a brief spark when we gazed into each other's eyes.(actually it was just a glance but I'm trying to sound dramatic.)This is the most obvious that it's gonna get:Your eyelashes can pop balloons,but your eyes remind me of the ethereal firefly moon.I know if I'd just had a chance to know you,and likewise,I'd take your breath away(being thick-skinned)and you'd steal mine.But all I assume is that you'd probably think I'm just a violent savage,incapable of the deeper things in life,mysteries.

You'll always be a neverending kaidelescope to me,your emotions a burst of colour.

I can safely say I love you,even though I've hardly met you.

And yes,I'm clearly drunk.

6:10 AM


Thursday, July 02, 2009
LOL@KIONG.

we are not insane,just reckless. says:
eh
we are not insane,just reckless. says:
you want webcam
we are not insane,just reckless. says:
then can see me
we are not insane,just reckless. says:
use your gf pic
we are not insane,just reckless. says:
pcc
`·$13Mrs ChoO·$6is·$7Mr ChOo's♥ says:
eh fuck ur mother die bodoh
we are not insane,just reckless. says:
want not
we are not insane,just reckless. says:
i can on webcam

I love stuff like this :D

5:51 PM




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