Salutations.
My name's Jonan,
I'm an 18 year old with the lungs and liver of a 70 year old.
If by any unfortunate(for you) chance,
you get to know me more intimately,
you will find that I:
am quite the cynical little shit
am rather lazy,that's what everyone tells me anyway.
prefer night so much more over the day that I've made a few owl friends.
experiment with the stupidest things possible and still think I am reasonably intelligent.
have an ectoplasmic look during classes.
change brands of cigarettes as much as a girl changes clothes.
am an asshole in my own right,if you know what's good for you,you won't get close.
have an email address;jonan_yip@hotmail.com.

Misery loves company which is why I'm never alone. Don't say I didn't warn ya.

What the hell is wrong with the world? Why do people let things like that happen to them?

Stuff like that is horribly disturbing.

I've never given it a fuck when I read about it in the papers but thinking about it happening to someone you know, even casually, affects you profoundly.

I mean like, I wouldn't give it half a thought if I encountered such a problem cause I know(or at least I think I do)I can handle problems like that. But for someone utterly defenseless it's...atrocious.

If I'm not making any sense don't mind me, I never do.

Well, it happens mosta the time when you've just drank two whole bottles of vodka(bragging about my alcohol tolerence again :X).

Or maybe cause all the smoking has made my thought processes differ from a normal human's. Please no brain damage kthxbai.

On top of that, I have no idea why the fuck I've started coughing again. I think it's cause of the excess smoking which is bad for my lungs as well as my wallet. And it's really hard not to cough while you're debating with your mom over Atheism vs Christianity issues when your throat feels like there's some idiot sticking a feather down it.

I cannot fall sick again.

I would miss out on too many drinking nights.

And I don't care, I would fight to the last tooth and nail for any of you.

No matter what you people say or do.

*Applause for heroic, selfless, sacrificial statement please ty.* :DDD

She saw me bleeding, on the bathroom floor.