i don't like the drugs(but the drugs like me).
Salutations.
My name's Jonan,
I'm an 18 year old with the lungs and liver of a 70 year old.
If by any unfortunate(for you) chance,
you get to know me more intimately,
you will find that I:
am quite the cynical little shit
am rather lazy,that's what everyone tells me anyway.
prefer night so much more over the day that I've made a few owl friends.
experiment with the stupidest things possible and still think I am reasonably intelligent.
have an ectoplasmic look during classes.
change brands of cigarettes as much as a girl changes clothes.
am an asshole in my own right,if you know what's good for you,you won't get close.
have an email address;jonan_yip@hotmail.com.
Misery loves company which is why I'm never alone.
Don't say I didn't warn ya.
Thursday, October 29, 2009
XXX
I give a crooked grin,an aloof wink but I carry the weight of your heart in mine.
I'm afraid that the uncontrollable urge would well up again and overflow onto the people surrounding me, especially those I care about.
I shied away from that path a long time ago and I sure as hell hope I stay off it.
FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK.
There's really nothing wrong with me.
Use me as you will, pull my strings just for a thrill.
K I'm sure all of you think I'm a narcotics test waiting to happen now don't you.
2:40 AM