i don't like the drugs(but the drugs like me).
Salutations.
My name's Jonan,
I'm an 18 year old with the lungs and liver of a 70 year old.
If by any unfortunate(for you) chance,
you get to know me more intimately,
you will find that I:
am quite the cynical little shit
am rather lazy,that's what everyone tells me anyway.
prefer night so much more over the day that I've made a few owl friends.
experiment with the stupidest things possible and still think I am reasonably intelligent.
have an ectoplasmic look during classes.
change brands of cigarettes as much as a girl changes clothes.
am an asshole in my own right,if you know what's good for you,you won't get close.
have an email address;jonan_yip@hotmail.com.
Misery loves company which is why I'm never alone.
Don't say I didn't warn ya.
Thursday, November 05, 2009
Frankly, my dear
Back from St. James, DJ was okay, drinks were guuuud shitzxzxz.
It's seems like eons since I clubbed.
Aside from that, I feel like I'm on a cloud. It's still hard to believe that a guy like me would even hold a candle to the numerous other opportunities out there for you. I'm in love with your sharp intellect, cat-like playfullness(:D), your beauty and your exquisite purity of character. K I sound pretty love-struck right now.
I know you may have your faults and I have mine(much more so than you), but I really would love to make things work. I know I can't hesistate anymore, cause Jason Mraz told me.
Sometimes I wrestle with feelings of incapability and self-doubt. You always seems to fly so far even when you are the closest to me. But I'll never regret knowing you and the light you've shed upon my (sometimes bitter) life.
K laugh all you want, but I'm no longer the caustic, acid-spitting, vicious and cynical person you people have known me to be :D You've made me think of reconsidering my priorities and getting ahead with my life.
Because
I said, I've gotta be honest,
I've been waiting for you, all my life.
For so long I thought, I was asylum-bound but just
seeing you, makes me think twice.
And being with you here, makes me sane I fear, I'll go crazy if you leave my side.
I may just be a passing phase to you, but even if you brush me away, I will be your black box and carry your fears locked within me till I am laid to rest.
And I am not using bold letters because I wanna drama, but because I don't know how to turn it off knn.
FRIDAY CHIONG POWERHOUSE AGAIN AI MAI HAHA.
5:21 AM
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