Salutations.
My name's Jonan,
I'm an 18 year old with the lungs and liver of a 70 year old.
If by any unfortunate(for you) chance,
you get to know me more intimately,
you will find that I:
am quite the cynical little shit
am rather lazy,that's what everyone tells me anyway.
prefer night so much more over the day that I've made a few owl friends.
experiment with the stupidest things possible and still think I am reasonably intelligent.
have an ectoplasmic look during classes.
change brands of cigarettes as much as a girl changes clothes.
am an asshole in my own right,if you know what's good for you,you won't get close.
have an email address;jonan_yip@hotmail.com.

Misery loves company which is why I'm never alone. Don't say I didn't warn ya.

I don't want to spend everyday with trepidition and anxiety in my being.

I don't want to spend everyday wondering if I will ever be able to keep up.

I don't want to feel my mind unweaving every conscious second.

What I do want to do, is breathe in every moment.

I want to spend everyday watching the sunlight dance in your eyes and the moonlight accentuating your hair.

I want to wake up every morning feeling your breath on my neck and your heartbeat against mine.

OK LA DRAMA LA I KNOW. I have to stop this shit or people will start thinking I'm a fag.