i don't like the drugs(but the drugs like me).
Salutations.
My name's Jonan,
I'm an 18 year old with the lungs and liver of a 70 year old.
If by any unfortunate(for you) chance,
you get to know me more intimately,
you will find that I:
am quite the cynical little shit
am rather lazy,that's what everyone tells me anyway.
prefer night so much more over the day that I've made a few owl friends.
experiment with the stupidest things possible and still think I am reasonably intelligent.
have an ectoplasmic look during classes.
change brands of cigarettes as much as a girl changes clothes.
am an asshole in my own right,if you know what's good for you,you won't get close.
have an email address;jonan_yip@hotmail.com.
Misery loves company which is why I'm never alone.
Don't say I didn't warn ya.
Monday, November 30, 2009
Miserable at Best.
Food for thought:It's funny how people seem normal on the surface but yet they seem drawn to the darker side of their nature. Have you ever seen something so horrifying, you feel disgusted but yet you feel a strange fascination that disables you to look away?
There's a beast lurking in all of us. It just depends on whether we feel like unlocking the cage.
Or that's how I felt before she changed my life.
I know that I've been disappointment after disappointment, I know you might think that I'm just a load of mediocre bullshit and I admit that gladly.
But mediocre bullshit that I am, I'd rise up and push myself further for you even if it kills me.
I'm willing to throw away everything I have for you. I feel honest and at peace when we're together.
"Time together is just never quite enough, when we're apart whatever are you thinking of?"
I'd tear myself apart if it just made you the slightest bit happy, Chloe Tai.
Over and fucking out, Jonan.
I can't sleep without feeling your breath on my neck and the scent of your hair.
6:13 AM
verbal abuse
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Your lack of taste will provide some relief and amusement from the daily boredom I wallow in.