i don't like the drugs(but the drugs like me).
Salutations.
My name's Jonan,
I'm an 18 year old with the lungs and liver of a 70 year old.
If by any unfortunate(for you) chance,
you get to know me more intimately,
you will find that I:
am quite the cynical little shit
am rather lazy,that's what everyone tells me anyway.
prefer night so much more over the day that I've made a few owl friends.
experiment with the stupidest things possible and still think I am reasonably intelligent.
have an ectoplasmic look during classes.
change brands of cigarettes as much as a girl changes clothes.
am an asshole in my own right,if you know what's good for you,you won't get close.
have an email address;jonan_yip@hotmail.com.
Misery loves company which is why I'm never alone.
Don't say I didn't warn ya.
Monday, July 24, 2006
Lawlz.
Bah.Today we had a geog common test,don't remember much of it except that I woke up with a disorienting headache.Went to "eat lunch" after that lol.
Went to tution and laughed at the fat boy who came in later.He has quite a nice set of boobs.And it didn't help that when he came in the air-conditioner stopped running on purpose.
Climbed a hill with Wei Wei and Benjamin.Sat there for awhile,pondering life's mysteries.Right until we noticed the mosquitoes.
Got forced to play soccer with a few small boys who were blaring music from an ipod nano with the ipod loudspeaker dock thingy.I got really tempted to borrow it but I managed to control myself by looking upon my Christian upbringing and the morals I've been taught through life.No lah.It was because I couldn't get close enough :)
Got bitten by mosquitoes AGAIN.We decided to call it a good game after getting thrashed 3-1 by kids.Damn the marlboro.
When we left for home Benjamin's ear was looking large red and very angry.Or as WeiKiong aptly put it,a pig's ear.At least now Benjamin's ear suits the rest of his face.Next time if people owe me money I can hang his head outside their doors.
Will blog soon,possibly about National Stadium being torn down?
Depends on my mood.
Until then,cya.Jonan/Twiggy
7:13 PM
Sunday, July 23, 2006
Just dropping by...
Just posting to let you know that I'm alive.
"The Final Conflict.Brothers in Arms."
9:57 PM
Friday, July 21, 2006
I am FREE.
I got played like a puppet.Thanks to all who were always trying to tell me :D
Fuck It-Eamon.
Listen to it ^^
Have a great day everyone!
7:14 PM
Thursday, July 20, 2006
I am sorry.First of all I would like to apologise for being so harsh today.If you are reading this(which I don't think so),we are just concerned for your well-being.I was just overly worried and that is why I behaved like that.And if you need anyone to talk to,I'm here and so are all your friends.Please come around.We are all waiting for you.
7:02 PM
Wednesday, July 19, 2006
Smack slap whack!
Finally.I think I'm over it.Well,think is the keyword here anyway.Thanks to all those that helped me through this tough time.I can now face the world again.And slag it like fucking hell *grin.
Alright,back to business aye?Well there has been alot of buzz about the girl assault incident.And alot of people go like wtf!?How can this happen in singapore?We are a civilised country.Yeah right,I know alot of people who don't bathe for 2 days.And one more thing,why the fucking hell did the girl follow them into the HDB flat anyway?
I sure as hell don't think she's a masochist.
Anyway,I heard the cause for the beating was that the girl(kenah whack one)offered a condom to another girl's(the happy slapper) boyfriend suggestively.It's great to see that the youth in Singapore are practising safe sex.
I've watched the vid already and it also seems that the chick got her top pulled off showing her tits.That isn't a very good way to jump start your porn star career.And the happy slappers are supposed to be her friends man.Even her dad didn't want to make a report because he was "afraid it would ruin the other girls' future."Oh wow.Your daughter got beaten up and stripped on a vid that's being circulated around the internet and you don't want to ruin other girls' futures.Thoughtful.
Anyway,I should be back soon to do an update on more happening shit right here in out beloved country.
Remember,don't follow strangers into HDB flats,you might just be the next Annabell Chong.Have a good un',Jonan./Twiggy.
P.S.Christine,you should know alot of people care about you and are concerned.If you're reading this,just to let you know you've got plenty of friends girl :D
P.P.S.I know the music doesn't really suit my blog but I just felt like putting it there.After all it's MY blog ^^
7:48 PM
Tuesday, July 18, 2006
Time is passing very slowly.At a torturous pace.Being awake leaves me vulnerable to excruciating thoughts.Sleep is the only solace I have.I sound like a drama queen but that's what it feels like.I think I'm gonna drop off now.
10:13 PM
Forced myself to eat.Vomited by just thinking of it.Oh well,at least I lose weight O.O
6:46 PM
Went to get injection today.Decided not to go to school after that.
"A long night spent with your most obvious weakness,
You start shaking at the thought."
"I am red,violent red."
"You hollow out my hungry eyes,you hollow out my hungry eyes."
10:54 AM
Monday, July 17, 2006
Hard to eat with lump in throat.Bah.
9:38 PM
9:38 PM
Of Friends and Lovers.
Well.I guess its finally over.At least it ended amiacably.I wish her all the best for her future and hope she will find the guy of her dreams soon.Gambatte!I'll still miss her though.
She said "I've got to be honest,
You're wasting your time if you're fishing round here."
And I said,"You must be mistaken,
I'm not foolin',this feeling is real."
She said,she said "You've got to be crazy!
What do you take me for?Some kind of easy mark?"
"You've got wits,
You've got looks,
You've got passion,
But I swear that you've got me all wrong."
All wrong
All wrong
But you've got me
I'll be true,I'll be useful,I'll be cavalier,
I'll be yours my dear
And I'll belong to you
If you just let me through
This is easy as lovers go.
So don't complicate it by hesistating.
This is wonderful as loving goes.
This is tailormade,
What's the sense in waiting?
I said,"I've got to be honest,
I've been waiting for you all my life."
For so long I thought I was asylum bound But just seeing you makes me think twice.And being with you makes me sane.
I fear I'll go crazy if you leave my side.
"You've got wits,
You've got looks,
You've got passion,
But are you brave enough to leave with me tonight?"
Tonight
Tonight
You've got me
I'll be true,I'll be useful,I'll be cavalier,
I'll be yours my dear
I'll belong to you
If you just let me through
This is easy as lovers go.So don't complicate it by hesistating.
This wonderful as loving goes.
This is tailormade,what's the sense in waiting?
This is easy as lovers go.So don't complicate it by hesistating.
This wonderful as loving goes.
This is tailormade,what's the sense in waiting?
Goodbye.
That choking feeling.
6:56 PM
Saturday, July 01, 2006
Bored shit.
Hi.I'm bored.
12:00 AM