i don't like the drugs(but the drugs like me).
Salutations.
My name's Jonan,
I'm an 18 year old with the lungs and liver of a 70 year old.
If by any unfortunate(for you) chance,
you get to know me more intimately,
you will find that I:
am quite the cynical little shit
am rather lazy,that's what everyone tells me anyway.
prefer night so much more over the day that I've made a few owl friends.
experiment with the stupidest things possible and still think I am reasonably intelligent.
have an ectoplasmic look during classes.
change brands of cigarettes as much as a girl changes clothes.
am an asshole in my own right,if you know what's good for you,you won't get close.
have an email address;jonan_yip@hotmail.com.
Misery loves company which is why I'm never alone.
Don't say I didn't warn ya.
Sunday, June 28, 2009
Feckin' sucks,
My life sucks like a blowjob.
But it's all I have so I'll just bite the bullet and trudge on.
3:59 AM
Friday, June 19, 2009
You really are my ecstasy.
It's funny how someone can make you feel like this.
Girls are like drugs.
And we're the addicts.
1:15 AM
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
decisions bring out the worst in you.
Finally getting my wayward life back on track,I only hope I don't get derailed again.
Why can't love just consist of a connection between two people,without all the other factors intruding on it.I miss the time when it was simple,free from all the complexities that are binding it now.I guess when you grow older Christmas loses it's magic,Lunar New Year lanterns don't captivate you like they used to and passion becomes tainted with the lies and conditions.
Oh,I'm taking a shit as I write this,woohoo!
Trusting other individuals is one of the most beautiful aspects of human nature.Some might call you guillible,others might label you a fool but the fact is,they've lost a part of themselves in the machinations of today.
Unfortunately,I belong to Them.
What would I,perhaps all of us give,to be able to engage another person wholeheartedly,to take them as they are and to face the world not with trepidation but inspiration.To be free of the anxiety of fabrications and the torment that inevitably ensures.The deeper you fall into another person,the harder you hit the ground when they step back.
If you stare into the Abyss long enough,the Abyss stares back into you-Friedrich Nietzsche.
It's the things like these that prevent us from opening doors to opportunities and swashbuckle through life.
Will I pick up the cutlass?
Only time(and lotsa lotsa booze)will tell.
I must think myself as some sort of warrior-poet lol.
Well anyone up for Phuture/Zouk tmr?It's been a long time since I've hit the clubs and I'm hoping it'll be a good night for me and the boys.
Alright see you people in the morning(technically it's late afternoon for me),Jonan.
4:07 AM